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I'm just a man trying to live the best that I could while sharing and helping others. Not that I'm perfect, but on the opposite, through my weaknesses may others be blessed.

Monday, June 27, 2005

Morning life

This morning,

I was still on my bed, my neighbour, kinda like a single parent, shouting angrily to her children, saying things that I could not hear clearly. But it still annoyed me though, just trying to cover my ears with a pillow... that didn't work

Woke up, prepare myself, going to the office

I heard birds singing

I saw trees and the skies so blue

I was singing "Show me your way" along the way

People smiling (ticketing guy, gardener, building engineer, driver, a child, my wife ;)

Before entering the elevator, a security guard was speaking to his friend. He said, "My salary is 700.000 rupiah, I have a wife and a children, the cost of renting a house is 200.000 rupiah per month. I want to have a motorcycle but the lease is 500.000 rupiah per month... How could I get one?"

And now, I'm sitting at my computer writing this blog.

...... This is just another morning life ......... a beauty with an irony.


peace.

Monday, June 13, 2005

To forgive and asking for forgiveness

Asking for forgiveness and to forgive....

Which state is easier for us?

To forgive... the ball is in our side, we could decide whether we will forgive or not.

On the other hand, asking for forgiveness... we already say sorry, but the ball is in the other side, all we can do just wait... 'til the person we 've wronged is willing to forgive us.

IMHO, it is much easier to forgive :)
people like to make the decision, don't they? (of course there might be some who prefer to not making any decision, because of fearing its responsibility).

One other things... I believe that there is a beauty lies in forgiveness. The joy... the peace... the happiness... the smile that it brings :) though it might be painful for the first time, but it is still beautiful. Trust me :)

peace...

Friday, June 10, 2005

Which is the worst....

Which is the worst... fired from a job, a job which is totally different from other jobs or a job with nothing to do?

Having a job with nothing to do is quite painful for me... it's almost like..... actually no words can describe it, or try to put it in the other way... you go to work in the morning and just waiting for the time to pass to come home in the evening (maybe you could use your time to do something else, like reading news, checking emails, learning some stuffs, even gaming ;)

A job which is totally different from other jobs might be a trap for you, when you try to find other better jobs, your current experience might counts for nothin' (or let's be nice, it counts a little).

Now the third one, fired from a job, it's like giving us a chance to have a better job, better life (let's see it in a positive way ;). If we want to see it in the negatively, fired from a job will leave us with no income! that's it :) (any other opinions?)

So... which one is the winner?... I would like to say... the 2nd one :) if the job offers no advancement then you're just stuck in it!

peace....

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Peace!

This is my first blog ever! :)